Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

We all spend our childhood doing homework, revising for tests, and mugging like a no-lifer. Wasted childhood. Sometimes i wish the world isnt as advanced as today. I mean, there are a lot of good points about living in a technological age, but sometimes it's just too much. Life was so much simpler in the olden days, when children play in the water....doing all sorts of stuffs that we kids today wouldnt even think about. At least their childhood was well-spent. "" I don't want to grow old and said I wasted my childhood in school studying. I want to be able to tell the world I spent my childhood in school chasing the girl I loved. ""---from a brother of mine. A very true and meaningful quote.

What has this world become?! One moment, you're friends. The next? Strangers. And vice versa. Seriously? We are just too immature and are not seeing the bigger picture. Ten years down the road, we would be worrying about project deadlines; worrying about whether your boss is gonna give you the sack; worrying about whether you're giving your husband/wife the love he/she needs. THEN, when we look back, we would be thinking how childish we were back then.

I'm sorry, but i'm just that sort of person. The kind of people that thinks things beyond the average. Weird...abnormal...whatever you call me. I prefer to see myself as unique(: And yes, i'm different from average teens. But, i just don't show it. I want to try to blend in with normal teens and lead a normal teenager's life: liking girls, playing with friends, having fun and laughing...No one knows about this other side of me, and i find it hard to explain it here. Understand it or not, its up to you.

Feelings don't die easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That's exactly the reason why it's hard to move on.

 

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note o-oh
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
So sing along to my stereo

Omg i feel like a complete mugger lols~ studied the whole day today for a test that isnt on monday.__. But i guess thats good :D I shall change and strive for perfection!~ No more slacking. No more excuses. Just pure mugging. Hahahas all for the sake of chasing up to your academic standard. Quite impossible, but i'll do my best(: Jiayous to all those who are also mugging like me~(:

Is your heart taken? Is there somebody else on your mind?
I'm so sorry, I'm so confused
Just tell me, am I out of time?
Is your heart broken? How do you feel about me now?
I can't believe I let you walk away when
When I should have kissed you

I wonder if that was the right decision, pushing you out of my heart. It still hurts and a tinge of regret still lingers~ But i guess i won't turn back, cos if i do, i'll suffer even more.

Helping other people gives you joy in life that is hard to be expressed in words. Helping my juniors in their studies can be so fun at times(: Unexplained happiness.

I wonder how many people out there actually have a heart~

Just tired from all this nonsense

Harsh Reality

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Its just that simple. Don't need to complicate things. Nothing more, nothing less, just that kind of close friendship.

Letting go is difficult. Nobody said it was going to be easy. But it is not impossible. Time to get rid of the evil emotions from my heart. I'd rather feel emotionless than destroy all the good stuff in front of me. Jealousy, hatred, love etc. Throw them away and forget the world. Just concentrate on studies first. Thats my first priority.

Only by falling down, can we truly get up and be stronger than before. This is told to me by my good fren. Scorpio. There are three stages to Scorpio. The scorpion, the eagle and ultimately, the phoenix. The ultimate stage- Phoenix. When a phoenix dies, it is merely reborn from ashes. Thats why our ruling house is the 8th. Birth, Life, Death. Our represented tarot card is Death. The objective is not to avoid hurt. It is to learn from it, and come back stronger.The harder you fall, the stronger you get back up. "What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger".

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run, baby, run, forever will be you and me

YAY im in house coucil~(: Just wanna thank all those ppl who voted for me :D especially my classmates, my dance juniors and frens :DD Love you guys(:



I will never let you fall,
I'll stand by you forever~
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven~

I am floating away, lost in a silent ballet
I'm dreaming you're out in the blue and I am right beside you
Awake to take in the view
Late nights and early parades, still photos and noisy arcades
My darling, we're both on the wing
Look down and keep on singing and we can go anywhere

Quite a good day today. It turns out that the horoscope is right(: It said that im very friendly, and ppl tend to come to me to talk and share their woes. Yeap it happened right after school. So zhun hahahs :P And, YAY i just broke the ice from them, and now there is another sweet couple in our batch :D And another good piece of news for me is that i got highest in my class for physics test :DD alr very hard for me to pass the subject, but i managed to top! Totally shocked dao when my cher said my name :p

Gonna handover soon...another 2 more months. Once handover is over, SOME ppl will definitely take the chance to trample over me. Try me. I dare you(:
Stupid rumours annoy the fk out of me -.- RV ppl dam no life. So immature. AND, wtf is so nice about insulting people, backstabbing people? Fun ar? Idiots.

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

Yay its Valentines Day!~ Just another ordinary tuesday and a ForeverAlone day._. Hope yall like my presents(:

Definition of "facade":

    "An outward appearance that is maintained to conceal a less pleasant or creditable reality."

Its hard to maintain a facade. But i think, i specialise in it. Yeah im smiling...on the surface only. But truthfully, im crying inside. Bleeding love~ I'm actually lying to the world.
Just wanna say, there isnt really a need for Valentines Day. If you truly love him/her, then everyday should be valentines day. So, treasure your loved ones, cos you won't know wad will happen tmr.

It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Idk...somehow i feel that you're acting abit colder towards me these few days.__.

Geog test tmr D: i dun wanna screw it up. In fact i wanna aim for A1, but i supposed its gonna be hard for my standard~ Gonna burn midnight oil tonight. Sms me if you wanna chat, cos chances are, i'll be staring into blank space rather than revising :p

SCORPIO - The Gorgeous One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed. A caring person. One of a kind.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

A random part of the horoscope lolol. Although everything about it is correct, (bleah hahah) i just wanna focus on a few points.

1. Likes to give a good fight for what they want
2. Extremely outgoing
3. Loves to help people in times of need.
4. A caring person
5. *Not one to mess with*

These 5 points are the most meaningful and most true part of the horoscope lolol~ All these apply to me so well, that im even having a hard time believing that this horoscope is so spot-on. LOL

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly
But the memories remain
In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Im really confused now. Just now was worse i guess...my mind was totally clouded and i didnt even had appetite to eat lunch and dinner. Had to cool off so i went arcade with haolong. It was fun and stress-reliefing~ We played the drumz, the gunz and the carz. Dam fun hahahas took my mind off things for a moment. But of course, i cant always run away from reality.

I dunno why you dao me. I hope its not because of something i did/ said. But wadever~ alr wasted the whole afternoon like that. GET A MOVE ON DUDE.

Srsly, i think that rumours are really STUPID. And rv ppl are no life. See one guy walking tgt with another girl, instantly everyone's talking about it in sch the next day -.- So no life. Other sch oso not like that. Waw rv SO unique -.- Anyways i just wanna say this, if it relates to you. I love you, as family, as a brother. Nothing else. Its just the ordinary sibling love. All my juniors will agree cos they know that i treat them as my family. Not just them, but also my sis. So, i dun care wtf the rumours are. Want talk crap, want spread? By all means. Just dun let me hear them. If so, i dun care who you are. You'll get a piece of my mind. If it affects my life, you die. I'll show no mercy to those who annoys me srsly. My point is, Rumours are forever not the truth. The definition of rumours is:

"A currently circulating story or report of uncertain or doubtful truth"

There. Its self-explanatory. Believe it or not, its up to you. Get a life.

I wish i could help you~

If you ask me how I'm doing
I would say I'm doing just fine
I would lie and say that you're not on my mind
But I go out and I sit down at a table set for two
And finally I'm forced to face the truth,
No matter what I say I'm, not over you

So freaking busy now...everything oso must rmb -.- Forget one thing, and POOF you're dead. Mustnt make any mistake. Pressure~

I have no guts. So i've decided not to say it(: Good night

She looks into his eyes,
and she says
I want you forever
Forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together
But always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We still love each other
Forever and always
For the first time im in a situation that is 进退两难~ Idk what to do...if only you were here.

Sometimes when i look at you, i really hope that i could be by your side, helping you. protecting you. loving you. But of course, you've alr stated it very clearly. Im not wad you're searching for. Its okayy i'll just accept that fact.

Live forever. Last forever. Love forever.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven
It's okay.....

Its only the 4th week of school, and yet i feel as thou im gonna die.....stressed out over everything. Every single detail has to be accounted for. And i think i just flunked my first chem test.___. Life sucks. But i guess it sucked mostly because of wad u told me a few days ago. Hmm...wads that word...ah crestfallen. Broken. Sad. Yeah something like that.

Not much meaning in life, when sch like starts to suck, when good frens become enemies, when your heart cant seem to stop getting hurt...when will all these end?

He loves her. She loves him. Everyone knows, except them.

Just a random quote i dug out from my mind :p I dunno wad to think anymore....Where is my heart? I cant find find it, cos i think you stole my heart away...another way of saying i fell in love with you (: Love is a strong emotion. Hard to describe, hard to feel. You wont know whether you are in love anot...wait...............why am i talking about this all of a sudden? Haiz...i really dunno.

Life's hard. Life's unfair. Life sucks. Yeah but with you in my life, i guess nothing really matters :D

When one sees things through a bigger perspective, then alot of things will get clearer and easier to comprehend.

I must say, its thanks to them that i've grown so open-minded(: When i hear about xxx is insulting about xxx or xxx is backstabbing xxx, i feel sad for that person (the bad one). So childish. Seriously. I dun get wads the point about saying someone's bad points. Like, how old liao lar, still act lika kid -.- Grow up. You dun see adults having conflicts like us.

That aside, THAT day is coming~(:

I suddenly feel helpful O.o helping juniors lika boss :P hahahs but i enjoy it i guess? xD Especially smsing some of them :D fun juniors hahahs. There are part of my family, so im gonna protect them and help them like any other elder brother :D same goes for my meis

Alot of ppl keep asking me who i like -.- lame ppl. NO ONE(: Fullstop. Byee xD

I admit. Im not a good pres. Probably the worst one in history. However, this doesnt mean im not a good senior. I finally know wad being a senior means. It means to help anyone, especially juniors, in any problems that they encounter. So, from now onwards, i will be the best senior there ever was. And yes, that means im not quitting dance. I am staying.