....It was like a time bomb, set it in motion
We were only destined to explode
And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage
You know I'm never gonna let you go....--Time Bomb by All Time Low
Can't sleep these few days...toss and turns are more and more frequent nowadays. The dreams get more and more vivid as well. Sometimes i think the dreams will become real. Most of the time i wake up perspiring.
Idk why, but recently i've been catching 11:11 alot of times. Lets hope my prayers do work out~
....I'm looking hard in the mirror
But I don't fit my skin....
Its 11/11/11....pretty much around there i guess._. And i must say, it was definitely not a great way to wake up. Had a bad dream, or shld i say...nightmare. I woke up crying. (Not a very glam way to wake up thou). I shall not disclose the contents of my dream, but all i can say is: What would u do if one day, you woke up to find that both your parents arent around, and that they have "left" you? ("left" = leave ur side and enter the walkways of heaven). Yeap that pretty much sums it all up. Oh well~
Well, i made a promise to my fren to try not to be so emo, to try and look more on the brighter side. I'll try, but no promises (:
But I don't fit my skin....
Its 11/11/11....pretty much around there i guess._. And i must say, it was definitely not a great way to wake up. Had a bad dream, or shld i say...nightmare. I woke up crying. (Not a very glam way to wake up thou). I shall not disclose the contents of my dream, but all i can say is: What would u do if one day, you woke up to find that both your parents arent around, and that they have "left" you? ("left" = leave ur side and enter the walkways of heaven). Yeap that pretty much sums it all up. Oh well~
Well, i made a promise to my fren to try not to be so emo, to try and look more on the brighter side. I'll try, but no promises (:
....Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying....--Lucky by jason mraz
Great. More emo thoughts.
People exist in this world for a reason; for a purpose. Most people have different talents and skills. In fact, everyone that i know, have special talents or skills or character. But me? I have practically none. Im only known to be very caring and always show concern to my friends. However that isn't really good. Vincent can play the chinese yoyo really well. Minnee and dance really well. Zhixun has a very happy-go-lucky character that never fails to brighten up everyone's day. Haolong is very independent and reliable. Yanling is optimistic and has the never-say-die attitude. ETC. Everyone that i know has something special about them! Except me. All that i want to do is to be friends with everyone, and have no enemies. Why is it so damn hard? I really think the title of my blog really suits me well. Yeah yeah very good lor. I try my best to make everyone happy, and what do i get? Ignores, dislikes, backstabs, insults. Thanks people. Thanks for making me feel so insignificant. I just watched Avatar the movie (the blue people movie, not the lame cartoon one). Jake the crippled man can be a hero in Pandora, another world. He has a new life. How i wish to have that kind of life as well.
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying....--Lucky by jason mraz
Great. More emo thoughts.
People exist in this world for a reason; for a purpose. Most people have different talents and skills. In fact, everyone that i know, have special talents or skills or character. But me? I have practically none. Im only known to be very caring and always show concern to my friends. However that isn't really good. Vincent can play the chinese yoyo really well. Minnee and dance really well. Zhixun has a very happy-go-lucky character that never fails to brighten up everyone's day. Haolong is very independent and reliable. Yanling is optimistic and has the never-say-die attitude. ETC. Everyone that i know has something special about them! Except me. All that i want to do is to be friends with everyone, and have no enemies. Why is it so damn hard? I really think the title of my blog really suits me well. Yeah yeah very good lor. I try my best to make everyone happy, and what do i get? Ignores, dislikes, backstabs, insults. Thanks people. Thanks for making me feel so insignificant. I just watched Avatar the movie (the blue people movie, not the lame cartoon one). Jake the crippled man can be a hero in Pandora, another world. He has a new life. How i wish to have that kind of life as well.
....I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you....--Numb by Linkin Park
Why do you hate me so much? I have not done anything that disturbed you, or irritates you. I don't even talk to you! I really don't understand why you hate me so much seriously. I have never offended you or anything. Why?? Seriously, WHY??
Haiz anyways, life truly sucks. Stupid la walao we signed up earlier than most people for F1, in the end? Stupid la wts zaw's grp got chosen. Not that i dunwan their grp to get chosen, but i just dun get it. Haiz ohwell nvm i just hope i can get into TKK or X-Challenge with kasia and zhiwei._.
All this is complete farcical~
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you....--Numb by Linkin Park
Why do you hate me so much? I have not done anything that disturbed you, or irritates you. I don't even talk to you! I really don't understand why you hate me so much seriously. I have never offended you or anything. Why?? Seriously, WHY??
Haiz anyways, life truly sucks. Stupid la walao we signed up earlier than most people for F1, in the end? Stupid la wts zaw's grp got chosen. Not that i dunwan their grp to get chosen, but i just dun get it. Haiz ohwell nvm i just hope i can get into TKK or X-Challenge with kasia and zhiwei._.
All this is complete farcical~
....are you a philosopher? Yeah yeah I’ll philosopha on top of ya....--Announcement by Common
Today is 1/11/11. Another 10 more days to the perfect moment of the year, not that i believe in wishes thou._.
Kinda fun today xD Stayed back with brother haolong to do hwk and watch the girls dance ataraxia. But that wasn't the fun part. It was when everyone had left, and all that remained were the year 3 dancers :D Being with girls can give you a totally different perspective in life. Girls are crazy people who love to let their hair down at the appropriate times xD They are fun and outgoing and just happy. At least they made me smile alot today (: Wish that times like this could last, together with my other brothers.
Tmr will suck. I have to find a hole where i can bury my face and forget the world....totally manz. Dun wanna let anyone know about it, but...yea.__.
Today is 1/11/11. Another 10 more days to the perfect moment of the year, not that i believe in wishes thou._.
Kinda fun today xD Stayed back with brother haolong to do hwk and watch the girls dance ataraxia. But that wasn't the fun part. It was when everyone had left, and all that remained were the year 3 dancers :D Being with girls can give you a totally different perspective in life. Girls are crazy people who love to let their hair down at the appropriate times xD They are fun and outgoing and just happy. At least they made me smile alot today (: Wish that times like this could last, together with my other brothers.
Tmr will suck. I have to find a hole where i can bury my face and forget the world....totally manz. Dun wanna let anyone know about it, but...yea.__.
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