....It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard....--A little too not over you by David Archuleta

I'll be back soon. Eoys are here. Failure is not an option. Okay im gonna afk for a few weeks. Don't miss me(:

....Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are....--Wake me up when September ends

I really envy you manzxc...you are so charismatic, funny, happy, shuai, sociable...no wonder so many girls like you T.T you have everything every guy wants to have.__. Its so hard for guys to actually be close to girls, but you make it look so simple and easy...Haiz i guess all the guys shld learn from you hahas xP

Screw eoys make my life so terrible -.- Like seriously la...i use com oso cannot. When i touch com parents will ask wad im doing and finish wad time -.- then they will constantly check, making it harder for me to blog. Life sucks, thumbs up if you agree.

LOL i wish everything would be happy again. Somehow, recently i find it increasingly difficult to smile. Idk :/ but i think i lost my optimism T.T Seriously, i've been rather pessismistic recently. I see no reason to smile, the most i can muster would be a slight movement with my mouth that looks like a tiny smile. But deep inside im bleeding, for no reason. What's happening to me??

LOL i keep kena daoed sia >< haiz the feeling of getting daoed sucks ttm.

Haiz getting daoed sucks....so few messages since yesterday T.T ah well, life's like that._.

....This one's for you and me,
living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide, I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters
A sky full of lighters....--Lighters by Bruno Mars

I envy those two...so close and so sweet:p And i feel kinda sad? Idk mixed feelings: Happy for them, sad for myself.

Okayy forget it LOL i dunno why, but it feels like my heart is getting weaker by the second. The medication doesnt seem to be working as well. Heart pain just by walking a short distance. Maybe im gonna die :O okay shldnt being thinking abt these stuff.__.

What would you do if tmr was your last day? Hmmm...i guess confessing my love would be enough? Oh wait i dun have anyone i like now. Hmmm...i guess im gonna tell all my awesome friends that they are my world, my life and my everything.

A shoutout to all my awesome friends: Roy, Zaw, Hao Long, Vincent, Waihong, Tianhao, Zhixun, Minnee, yanling, Zhiwen, Shermaine. You guys have been really nice to me, and i feel extremely blessed to have met yall in my life. I guess i wouldn't have any more regrets if only i could tell them this. But of course, my life isn't over until its over (: Thanks guys~

....who would of thought we would be arguably the greatest of all time....--Top of the World by T.I.

I must say, im very proud of the year 3 dancers (: We have really proven ourselves and danced the best today!! According to my juniors/ seniors/ friends, our dance was one of the best performance of the entire concert. Wooo~ Great job dancers yall have truly outdone yourselves. Great job, and i hope that our batch will remain forever bonded like today. Thank you all for everything! (: