....I don't quite know, how to say, how I feel....--Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

I dun wanna be pres. So much pressure. Everything i have to decide...im not a decider sia...i cant make decisions. I dun like shouting, i dun like controlling people, i dun like punishing them, i dun like leading. No wait. Not i dun like. Is i cant. So far proven alr...im a failure, thats the truth. Haiz its okay. This thursday it will end, the nightmares i've been having ever since~