....I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight....--Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

It turns out the loss of a fren is equally painful to the breakage of a relationship. I felt the same pain in my heart and the same sian-ness in life as before. But now is not the time to be sad and recollect my thoughts. Wad's gone is gone. Let destiny and fate decide the outcome. I. Have. No. Time. For. This. Its time to cast away all useless thoughts and start mugging for the four tests we have on friday. I want to score well and get good grades. Anything else, i do not care. yet.