....When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me....--Stand By Me by Ben E. King
Today so chaotic, but at least i managed to relieve my stress xP. Got so high when the song "Party Rock Anthem" was played. My body acted on adrenaline and i danced like crazy xD Awesome feeling (: i hope it can happen again.__.
Anyway i just realised my birthday falls on a cca day...ohshit die >< gonna tio mass taopok-ed ggwp. LOL but somehow im looking forward to it (:
To all year 3 dancers, Jiayous for tmr dance!! Just do your best. Most importantly, have fun and stay happy! Even though we may have alot of arguments and quarrels, we still have alot of happy moments together. Through this teachers day dance, i have made alot more frens and bonded with the girls. This moment, i will never forget. Thank you year 3 dancers, for everything yall have given us. I hope that we will remain this bonded, throughout every obstacle and challenges. Jiayous year 3 dancers!!
....I don't quite know, how to say, how I feel....--Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
I dun wanna be pres. So much pressure. Everything i have to decide...im not a decider sia...i cant make decisions. I dun like shouting, i dun like controlling people, i dun like punishing them, i dun like leading. No wait. Not i dun like. Is i cant. So far proven alr...im a failure, thats the truth. Haiz its okay. This thursday it will end, the nightmares i've been having ever since~
I dun wanna be pres. So much pressure. Everything i have to decide...im not a decider sia...i cant make decisions. I dun like shouting, i dun like controlling people, i dun like punishing them, i dun like leading. No wait. Not i dun like. Is i cant. So far proven alr...im a failure, thats the truth. Haiz its okay. This thursday it will end, the nightmares i've been having ever since~
....I can't take it I can't take it
I'm gonna lose my mind....--Lose my Mind by The Wanted
Im gonna lose my mind...head is currently in self-destruct mode. But wad weixian said was right (: Hang on....it will all be over on thursday.
...idk wad to say about you. I guess, i trusted the wrong person. Yup and as my signature phrase goes, "heck care liao". I mean, i just dun like the way u talk behind me. But, i guess some girls are like that...
Anyway, I think i feel something beneath my stone heart
I'm gonna lose my mind....--Lose my Mind by The Wanted
Im gonna lose my mind...head is currently in self-destruct mode. But wad weixian said was right (: Hang on....it will all be over on thursday.
...idk wad to say about you. I guess, i trusted the wrong person. Yup and as my signature phrase goes, "heck care liao". I mean, i just dun like the way u talk behind me. But, i guess some girls are like that...
Anyway, I think i feel something beneath my stone heart
....We've run out of time
It's over I'm over this life, I'm running dry
I'm out of here out of your life
It's a good day for resurrection
It's a good time to break the connection
To the heart that I've been neglecting
It's a good day for love for love to die....--A Good Day for Love to Die by The Wanted
Had a quick talk with vanessa just now, but it made me confirm my theory. Thanks(: I've hardened my heart so that i wun suffer anymore heartbreaks and pain. What's the point of a relationship when in the end, it all has the same result. Pain, tears, sadness. I've decided to be heck care about everything. My conviction got even stronger when someone said that i was irritating~. But its okay (: I dun really give a shit anymore. I guess my heart will only be melted by that destined someone. I shall go with the flow and let destiny take its place.
11:11 Let Destiny take flight! ~
It's over I'm over this life, I'm running dry
I'm out of here out of your life
It's a good day for resurrection
It's a good time to break the connection
To the heart that I've been neglecting
It's a good day for love for love to die....--A Good Day for Love to Die by The Wanted
Had a quick talk with vanessa just now, but it made me confirm my theory. Thanks(: I've hardened my heart so that i wun suffer anymore heartbreaks and pain. What's the point of a relationship when in the end, it all has the same result. Pain, tears, sadness. I've decided to be heck care about everything. My conviction got even stronger when someone said that i was irritating~. But its okay (: I dun really give a shit anymore. I guess my heart will only be melted by that destined someone. I shall go with the flow and let destiny take its place.
11:11 Let Destiny take flight! ~
....And if you know
How do you get up from an all time low?
I'm in pieces, seems like peace is the only thing I'll never know
How do you get out, get out....--All Time Low by The Wanted
Im really at an all time low now. Nothing to say for tdd. Im just ready to give up now. Speechless is the word im looking for. I guess, if everyone likes to talk crap all the time and not cooperate, then what's the point of me being there in the first place? Yall eat food and snacks inside like as if yall are allowed to. But have yall ever wondered if yall get caught one day? Yall wun be the ones getting scolded. Its me. When the dance isnt nice or going well, who do the teachers blame? Not any of you, but me. Even the decagon concert...no one wans to sit at the solo seat, so who will have to sit there? Me. I have had enough alr...Fuck everything.
How do you get up from an all time low?
I'm in pieces, seems like peace is the only thing I'll never know
How do you get out, get out....--All Time Low by The Wanted
Im really at an all time low now. Nothing to say for tdd. Im just ready to give up now. Speechless is the word im looking for. I guess, if everyone likes to talk crap all the time and not cooperate, then what's the point of me being there in the first place? Yall eat food and snacks inside like as if yall are allowed to. But have yall ever wondered if yall get caught one day? Yall wun be the ones getting scolded. Its me. When the dance isnt nice or going well, who do the teachers blame? Not any of you, but me. Even the decagon concert...no one wans to sit at the solo seat, so who will have to sit there? Me. I have had enough alr...Fuck everything.
....The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came....--Glad you came by The Wanted
At least now i see a glimmer of hope for our teachers day dance >< Not as cui as last time xP 7 more days countdown to teachers day celebrations. Jiayous to all year 3 dancers!!
Haiz idk how much more can i sacrifice. The decagon ticket seats were 3 full rows, plus one solo seat -.- No one wans to sit alone there, so i guess i hav no choice but to take it. Life sucks. All my buddies and good frens are like 3 rows behind me. Wtf this sucks...and i was looking forward to going out wif them so much.__.
I srsly think i suck as the cca leader. Maybe zaw really is better suited for the job...idk. Everything abt me is a failure...including results. Zaw is much smarter than me and more serious than me i guess. Haiz i think if this keeps up, there will be a time when i will jus return the blue rings. But lets hope that it nvr happens...
Hmm...i guess the song lyrics says it all. Wad i am feeling and wad i am thinking.
The stars come out
And all that counts
Is here and now
My universe will never be the same
I'm glad you came....--Glad you came by The Wanted
At least now i see a glimmer of hope for our teachers day dance >< Not as cui as last time xP 7 more days countdown to teachers day celebrations. Jiayous to all year 3 dancers!!
Haiz idk how much more can i sacrifice. The decagon ticket seats were 3 full rows, plus one solo seat -.- No one wans to sit alone there, so i guess i hav no choice but to take it. Life sucks. All my buddies and good frens are like 3 rows behind me. Wtf this sucks...and i was looking forward to going out wif them so much.__.
I srsly think i suck as the cca leader. Maybe zaw really is better suited for the job...idk. Everything abt me is a failure...including results. Zaw is much smarter than me and more serious than me i guess. Haiz i think if this keeps up, there will be a time when i will jus return the blue rings. But lets hope that it nvr happens...
Hmm...i guess the song lyrics says it all. Wad i am feeling and wad i am thinking.
....What you got, boy, is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind
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Because your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love
I said your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love....--Your Love is my Drug by Kesha
I don't mind if im scolded. But i dun like getting scolded when my head is gonna explode. Headache alr still scold scold scold. Angry then vent ur anger on me...Somemore im sick. Haiz headache cos everything is causing problems for me. Exam results problem, cca problems, frens problem, relationship problems etc. Life sucks, to the maximum of the max. Hope the world ends in 2012
I think about it all the time
I'm all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get you off my mind
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Because your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love
I said your love, your love, your love is my drug
Your love, your love, your love....--Your Love is my Drug by Kesha
I don't mind if im scolded. But i dun like getting scolded when my head is gonna explode. Headache alr still scold scold scold. Angry then vent ur anger on me...Somemore im sick. Haiz headache cos everything is causing problems for me. Exam results problem, cca problems, frens problem, relationship problems etc. Life sucks, to the maximum of the max. Hope the world ends in 2012
....Let's runaway to the place where love first found us.
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
so let's runaway....--Runaway by Bruno Mars
Haiz life sucks ttm. I failed my chem and i confirm gonna fail my physics and my maths. Why? Idk i just dunno how do the qns. Sucks man....dam emo and sad today. Last term i got A1 for chem, now is F9. LOL im such a failure, in everything
Let's runaway for the day, don't need anyone around us.
When everything in love gets so complicated, it only takes a day to change it.
What I have to say can't wait, all I need is a day,
so let's runaway....--Runaway by Bruno Mars
Haiz life sucks ttm. I failed my chem and i confirm gonna fail my physics and my maths. Why? Idk i just dunno how do the qns. Sucks man....dam emo and sad today. Last term i got A1 for chem, now is F9. LOL im such a failure, in everything
....I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh....--Stop and Stare by One Republic
I can tell one's emotions through sms. Idk how, and idk why, but i can do that. And After just now, i know that giving up is ok...I'll try.
If perfect is what you're looking for, then just stay the same~
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh....--Stop and Stare by One Republic
I can tell one's emotions through sms. Idk how, and idk why, but i can do that. And After just now, i know that giving up is ok...I'll try.
If perfect is what you're looking for, then just stay the same~
....Now I'm speechless over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again....--Love Bug by The Jonas Brothers
Haiz most guys dream of understanding more about the girl he likes. Im no exception. Sometimes, when i want to sms her, i would hesitate and ask myself, wad if she is alr smsing someone else? Will i impose on them? I shouldnt be the third party.
Sometimes i dunno if she just treats me as a normal friend or does she have deeper feelings? Am i thinking too much? Am i being an ass?
I guess most guys would agree with me...
ohshit i think i should privatize my blog.__.
I never thought that I'd catch this lovebug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this lovebug again....--Love Bug by The Jonas Brothers
Haiz most guys dream of understanding more about the girl he likes. Im no exception. Sometimes, when i want to sms her, i would hesitate and ask myself, wad if she is alr smsing someone else? Will i impose on them? I shouldnt be the third party.
Sometimes i dunno if she just treats me as a normal friend or does she have deeper feelings? Am i thinking too much? Am i being an ass?
I guess most guys would agree with me...
ohshit i think i should privatize my blog.__.
....Yeah, she caught my eye, as we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, flying high, and I don't think that I'll see her again, but we shared a moment that will last till the end.
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You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do, 'cause I'll never be with you....--You're Beautiful by James Blunt
Should I take one big leap of faith? Should i take the chance, even though the risks of no return are very high? Should I break out of this barrier that my heart has been encased in for many months? And most important of all, should i love her?
...
...
...
I don't know.
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You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do, 'cause I'll never be with you....--You're Beautiful by James Blunt
Should I take one big leap of faith? Should i take the chance, even though the risks of no return are very high? Should I break out of this barrier that my heart has been encased in for many months? And most important of all, should i love her?
...
...
...
I don't know.
....and if you plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we live out for our lives
so when we long for absolution,there'll be no one
on the line....--Live like we're dying by The Script
~If i were the rain, could i connect with someone's heart, as the rain can unite the eternally separated earth and sky?~
~Unless i grip the sword, i cannot protect you. While gripping the sword, i cannot embrace you~
These two quotes are very meaningful and nice. And i got them while reading Bleach hahas. Life sucks. Those who agree with me, yay for you (: Anyways, I believe in second chances. Its just up to me whether i want to take that chance. No matter the risks, i will still want to be there for you, till the very end.
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we live out for our lives
so when we long for absolution,there'll be no one
on the line....--Live like we're dying by The Script
~If i were the rain, could i connect with someone's heart, as the rain can unite the eternally separated earth and sky?~
~Unless i grip the sword, i cannot protect you. While gripping the sword, i cannot embrace you~
These two quotes are very meaningful and nice. And i got them while reading Bleach hahas. Life sucks. Those who agree with me, yay for you (: Anyways, I believe in second chances. Its just up to me whether i want to take that chance. No matter the risks, i will still want to be there for you, till the very end.
....Maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place....--Maybe by Secondhand Seranade
I fell in love with Fairy Tail once again. The newest episode, episode 91, is simply awesome! I had an unexplainable feeling when i watched it. I was too inspired and mesmorized by it. HAHAS!
That everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving?
And the tear in your eye and your calm hard face
Makes me wish that I was never brought into this place....--Maybe by Secondhand Seranade
I fell in love with Fairy Tail once again. The newest episode, episode 91, is simply awesome! I had an unexplainable feeling when i watched it. I was too inspired and mesmorized by it. HAHAS!
....I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight....--Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
It turns out the loss of a fren is equally painful to the breakage of a relationship. I felt the same pain in my heart and the same sian-ness in life as before. But now is not the time to be sad and recollect my thoughts. Wad's gone is gone. Let destiny and fate decide the outcome. I. Have. No. Time. For. This. Its time to cast away all useless thoughts and start mugging for the four tests we have on friday. I want to score well and get good grades. Anything else, i do not care. yet.
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight....--Vanilla Twilight by Owl City
It turns out the loss of a fren is equally painful to the breakage of a relationship. I felt the same pain in my heart and the same sian-ness in life as before. But now is not the time to be sad and recollect my thoughts. Wad's gone is gone. Let destiny and fate decide the outcome. I. Have. No. Time. For. This. Its time to cast away all useless thoughts and start mugging for the four tests we have on friday. I want to score well and get good grades. Anything else, i do not care. yet.
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