....Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place,
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you?
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming?--Welcome to my life by Simple Plan

Fuuck my life seriously. I currently have two major problems that are killing me, literally.

1. my mom says that breakdance are for gangsters and does not want me to join the bdance class. She says that even if she lets me go, she will hav to "interview" all my frens and bdance mates to see if they are good company. Like WAD THE FUCK la im not a kid anymore. I have my own pride and my own interests. Super pissed off because of this.

2. im supposed to go watch harry potter 7 part 2 tmr, saturday, with my dance mates. but she smsed me smth that made me really happy. I wanted to share my happiness and joy with my fren. But once i told him, 5 min later he told her -.- that pissed her off, since last time she said that i was a "loudspeaker". Now i bet she must be feeling the same way again. WDF it took many months of agony and pain, for me to finally become really good frens with her, and now its all over. It feels like dejavu, happening all over again, and this time, i made the same mistake. But the worst feeling of all was the feeling of betrayal.

Is my life really that pathetic? With parents who dun understand me, with frens who betray me? What has the world become today? Sorry if i gave the killer stare to anyone today, but i felt so pissed that when i punched the wall, some cement chipped off, and my knuckle was bleeding. I felt no pain, that's unsurprising, since all the pain is in my mind and my heart.

God, pls if you are out there, pls....make my life better, or you can jus end it. Im sick and tired of everything in my life. Im fed-up.