I can barely breathe....tmr is langarts test (compre). Thursday is chinese (compo). Friday is dance showcase!!! Then the next week is full test days gg.com. Haiz im suffocating under all this pressure. zzzzz sometimes i wish i can live in my own world...in my imagination and my dreams. At least its way more interesting than this cruel reality. Hope i can do well for tmr's compre test. but according to our teachers, this test is gonna be SUPERR tough. Pray hard and believe in myself.....and her.___.
JYJYs to everyone in RV reading this for langarts test tmr!!! My langarts is first period, so i might give some clues if u ask me tmr after my test. Keyword: MIGHT xDD jkjk i will give clues. hints. kkay cross my fingers and toes, and PRAY :)
22/4/11
Fairytail!! >.<
Flaming Natsu!!
Strongest team of Fairytail
LOL i have nvr felt so bored since December holidays!! Dam boring sia...nothing interesting ever happens...i wish something interesting could happen to me now. Ice Make: Lance!! xDD im addicted to FairyTail!!
Crush....crush....crush....xD kaihong get wad i mean? ^^ dun worry ur secret is safely wif me. I nvr reveal anyone's secret b4 :)
21/4/11
GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.GOLD WITH HONOURS.
OMG we got gold wif honours!! WooHoo!!! Fly over the moon time xDD. It still feels like a dream, but....we still got gwh! thats a fact and it will nvr change :)
We have broken the school record! The first batch of dancers to ever get 3 GWHs xDD. Awesome!!!!! LOL words cant express how im feeling now.
hmm...
On the other side, im bored. No one to sms with. Life can be so boring at times. But frens can always light it up :D I love my frens, especially my best fren, Kaihong. xDDDDD awesome. He is always there for me when i need him :)
Hopefully, i can rid myself of the disease that runs thru me
OMG we got gold wif honours!! WooHoo!!! Fly over the moon time xDD. It still feels like a dream, but....we still got gwh! thats a fact and it will nvr change :)
We have broken the school record! The first batch of dancers to ever get 3 GWHs xDD. Awesome!!!!! LOL words cant express how im feeling now.
hmm...
On the other side, im bored. No one to sms with. Life can be so boring at times. But frens can always light it up :D I love my frens, especially my best fren, Kaihong. xDDDDD awesome. He is always there for me when i need him :)
Hopefully, i can rid myself of the disease that runs thru me
20/4/11
Quotes that i found on the net:
~I hate the fact that i can never hate you and the fact that I'll always love you, no matter what you put me through.
~Don't say sorry because im hurt. Say sorry because you're hurt.
~Its regret, i think that really is the worse kind of pain, yeah guilt is bad and sadness is bad, but regret is the sickly combination of both.
~When i look into your eyes there's nothing there to see. Nothing but my own mistake staring back at me.
~Its easier talking to a wall, because a wall doesn't walk away, doesn't push me away, and certainly doesn't make me feel like shyt.
~Who i am...hates who i've been
~Sometimes i wish that i could turn back time to when everything was right.
~The one i met became my acquaintance. The one who became my acquaintance became my fren. The one who became my fren became my best fren. The one who became my best fren became my lover. The one who became my lover was the one i lost. Out Of My Own Stupidity.
Srsly emo today...i dunno why. But on a lighter note, our form teacher showed us our gpa results today. And i got 3.2!!! hehe i hav nvr gotten such a high gpa b4, and im proud of myself for working hard. My term 1 goal has been achieved. Haiz but during lessons i get really bored cos there's no one to sms to. LOL my tablemate has been suspended from school..or maybe even expelled. So basically everyday i go to school, i get lonelier and lonelier. Hate my life. Nothing to look forward to anymore. Im so tired...so tired...
~I hate the fact that i can never hate you and the fact that I'll always love you, no matter what you put me through.
~Don't say sorry because im hurt. Say sorry because you're hurt.
~Its regret, i think that really is the worse kind of pain, yeah guilt is bad and sadness is bad, but regret is the sickly combination of both.
~When i look into your eyes there's nothing there to see. Nothing but my own mistake staring back at me.
~Its easier talking to a wall, because a wall doesn't walk away, doesn't push me away, and certainly doesn't make me feel like shyt.
~Who i am...hates who i've been
~Sometimes i wish that i could turn back time to when everything was right.
~The one i met became my acquaintance. The one who became my acquaintance became my fren. The one who became my fren became my best fren. The one who became my best fren became my lover. The one who became my lover was the one i lost. Out Of My Own Stupidity.
Srsly emo today...i dunno why. But on a lighter note, our form teacher showed us our gpa results today. And i got 3.2!!! hehe i hav nvr gotten such a high gpa b4, and im proud of myself for working hard. My term 1 goal has been achieved. Haiz but during lessons i get really bored cos there's no one to sms to. LOL my tablemate has been suspended from school..or maybe even expelled. So basically everyday i go to school, i get lonelier and lonelier. Hate my life. Nothing to look forward to anymore. Im so tired...so tired...
15/4/11
OMG...i totally have no face left LOL. wts when fenglaoshi and mrsling were having their "heart-to-heart" talk wif the year 3 dance girls, sulao asked me to take off my shirt! LOL zzzz i no choice so..i took it off -.- Then the girls starting looking and laughing! Holy shyt ggwp lol...but at least the new costume looks cool ^o^ GG i feel exposed O.o haiz
Anyway, i wore the year 4 uniform today xDD. Its super cooling lor and i LURV the long pants. Looks dam cool sia. Erm i borrowed it from peiyao btw. It is freaking big sia...i just realised the full extent of peiyao's muscles HAHA lol. Im gonna wear it once every 2 fridays hoho
Anyway, i wore the year 4 uniform today xDD. Its super cooling lor and i LURV the long pants. Looks dam cool sia. Erm i borrowed it from peiyao btw. It is freaking big sia...i just realised the full extent of peiyao's muscles HAHA lol. Im gonna wear it once every 2 fridays hoho
12/4/11
Just A Dream:
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.
My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?
Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.
I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.
And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
Nothing much today...just that after cca today, my legs were shaking uncontrollably. Cos yesterday 2.4 dam tiring already, somemore today the pract so hiong LOL. But i'll survive :)
JYJYs to everyone in everything you do xD
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
I was at the top and I was like I’m at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.
My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?
Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.
I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.
And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.
Nothing much today...just that after cca today, my legs were shaking uncontrollably. Cos yesterday 2.4 dam tiring already, somemore today the pract so hiong LOL. But i'll survive :)
JYJYs to everyone in everything you do xD
11/4/11
Okayy forget about my previous post ^o^. Im dam happy now...these few days has been a joy to me, thx to zhixun, zaw and elvan, my awesome frens xD. Oh and the japanese anime, "Fairy Tail", probably the most awesome anime ever XD.
Today after school, me and zhixun went to centris wif elvan and we played billard for 2 hours. Poor zhixun didnt win any round at all. LOL but it was still very fun!! ^^
Part of my good mood was also because of my improving results. My term 1 gpa is 3.1 when i calculated it. Then today we got back our math test. I got 21/30, an A2!! xDD
NAPFA:
Sit-and-reach: 56cm
Standing Broad Jump: 241cm
Pull-ups (inclined): 34
Shuttle-run: 10.2sec
Sit-ups: 42
2.4km run: 11.14min
XDD my napfa is so awesome! ^^
Today after school, me and zhixun went to centris wif elvan and we played billard for 2 hours. Poor zhixun didnt win any round at all. LOL but it was still very fun!! ^^
Part of my good mood was also because of my improving results. My term 1 gpa is 3.1 when i calculated it. Then today we got back our math test. I got 21/30, an A2!! xDD
NAPFA:
Sit-and-reach: 56cm
Standing Broad Jump: 241cm
Pull-ups (inclined): 34
Shuttle-run: 10.2sec
Sit-ups: 42
2.4km run: 11.14min
XDD my napfa is so awesome! ^^
10/4/11
CRAP DAY.
The best way to make a guy guilty, is for a girl to cry. BUT that doesnt mean yall girls use can use it as an advantage against us guys. That prank yall girls played on us was really too much. Destroyed our mood totally. Its NOT funny kay. Us guys wwere coorperating very well, and suddenly yall start saying we not bonded, wad shyt?! Then yall start cry, then say its a prank?!?! Wts? After that, me and zaw got super pissed wif yall. Somemore yall oso nvr help us buy lunch, or didnt even ask. Then me and zaw buying mac that time, yall say sorry to him nia, eu think its fair?!
But after we ate, me and zaw went to the gym. We channelled all our anger into cycling super fast, super hiong. It sorta worked, cos we cooled down a bit. We went back and did a bit of the puzzle, then from 5-6pm, we played BILLARD!! Me and Elvan pwned Zaw and Zhixun xDD. Somemore it was my first time playing.
But dun get me wrong. Zaw and I, we are still pissed, so dun come disturb us. That prank was dam f**king asshole, and its not funny. On a lighter note, pls dun do it again, cos other people might get the wrong idea. not forgiven btw. we are still angry .\___/.
The best way to make a guy guilty, is for a girl to cry. BUT that doesnt mean yall girls use can use it as an advantage against us guys. That prank yall girls played on us was really too much. Destroyed our mood totally. Its NOT funny kay. Us guys wwere coorperating very well, and suddenly yall start saying we not bonded, wad shyt?! Then yall start cry, then say its a prank?!?! Wts? After that, me and zaw got super pissed wif yall. Somemore yall oso nvr help us buy lunch, or didnt even ask. Then me and zaw buying mac that time, yall say sorry to him nia, eu think its fair?!
But after we ate, me and zaw went to the gym. We channelled all our anger into cycling super fast, super hiong. It sorta worked, cos we cooled down a bit. We went back and did a bit of the puzzle, then from 5-6pm, we played BILLARD!! Me and Elvan pwned Zaw and Zhixun xDD. Somemore it was my first time playing.
But dun get me wrong. Zaw and I, we are still pissed, so dun come disturb us. That prank was dam f**king asshole, and its not funny. On a lighter note, pls dun do it again, cos other people might get the wrong idea. not forgiven btw. we are still angry .\___/.
8/4/11
Today sucks ttm...onli dance aesthetics was AWESOME xD. Erm i didnt eat much for lunch and recess, so during cca just now, i had a bit of gastric and i felt dam weak...then after that, during SS training, haolong suddenly had a quarrel wif ruyan. I dunno abt wad, but it was quite heated. Then peiying cried, i oso dunno why. Then the girls were trying very hard to ask us for opinions on sulao's birthday celebreation. Apparently, at that time the guys werent listening and were talking about...i oso dunno. Then yanling got pissed and left, cried. Honestly, i was trying to listening, but i just didnt dare look at **. Erm so im gonna post some of my ideas here, maybe some of them will see this:
1. Video
2. A gift (something that will be useful to him, eg jacket)
3. Sing a song
4. Create a song with our own lyrics
5. Throw a party
6. Draw a picture
7. Create a t-shirt that is only for our batch and sulao
8. Mass taopok :) okay maybe not.
9. Buy a HUGE cake
10. Giant birthday card
11. Take pictures of us and sulao together and cre8 a photo album
12. Choreograph a dance and perform for him. Can get ideas from dance aesthetics.
I think that's all :) I really wan to help, but im shy and i dun dare .__.
1. Video
2. A gift (something that will be useful to him, eg jacket)
3. Sing a song
4. Create a song with our own lyrics
5. Throw a party
6. Draw a picture
7. Create a t-shirt that is only for our batch and sulao
8. Mass taopok :) okay maybe not.
9. Buy a HUGE cake
10. Giant birthday card
11. Take pictures of us and sulao together and cre8 a photo album
12. Choreograph a dance and perform for him. Can get ideas from dance aesthetics.
I think that's all :) I really wan to help, but im shy and i dun dare .__.
7/4/11
Paiseh for the poor quality...my phone camera cui >.<
Erm me and zhixun went to bugis to buy these for our dance aesthetics. Our grp using umbrellas and long cloths. The fans are for Beatrice's grp. $77!!! Im broke ler...ppl still owe me $24 T.T
Hehe but the props look dam COOL!!!! xD JYJY everyone in 3F for tmr's dance aesthetics. Must 1min 30sec hor. JYs
6/4/11
Hmmm...Ruyan is such an awesome senior and fren. Thanks ruyan *hints hints* msn chat.
Erm today was rather...boring. Onli interesting part was the dance aesthetics pract. I have learnt one lesson: nvr dance pair dance in uniform. Rachael fell and hit her head on the floor...partly my fault, partly zhixun's xDD. erm cos she was wearing ur uniform and it was kinda stiff...hard for me to lift her up. Then when she was falling, zhixun didnt support her and she crashed her head. OUCH xDD. At least she's okay. But it was really funny ^^
The rain just dampened my mood...omg im feeling dam guilty now...shld i msg her? i really wanna patch up, but...apparently like waad sulao said, i have no guts. im shy and im afraid...But one day i will find the strength.
I have NO IDEA why i suddenly look forward to every dance aesthetics pract...maybe its my frens who liven up my life. Wadever it is, im superr looking forward to friday ^o^.
Erm today was rather...boring. Onli interesting part was the dance aesthetics pract. I have learnt one lesson: nvr dance pair dance in uniform. Rachael fell and hit her head on the floor...partly my fault, partly zhixun's xDD. erm cos she was wearing ur uniform and it was kinda stiff...hard for me to lift her up. Then when she was falling, zhixun didnt support her and she crashed her head. OUCH xDD. At least she's okay. But it was really funny ^^
The rain just dampened my mood...omg im feeling dam guilty now...shld i msg her? i really wanna patch up, but...apparently like waad sulao said, i have no guts. im shy and im afraid...But one day i will find the strength.
I have NO IDEA why i suddenly look forward to every dance aesthetics pract...maybe its my frens who liven up my life. Wadever it is, im superr looking forward to friday ^o^.
5/4/11
Hanging by a moment
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Its a nice song cos i love the lyrics ^^ YAY today's geog test was awesome! I aim full marks HAHA joking. It was kinda...awkward i guess, but at that time my mind was fully occupied by geog definitions LOL.
Anyway, today's cca was slack and funny .__. Because of the cute comment thread on fangyuan's status, i got pulled on the ear by sulao cos i joked and called him instructor xD. Epic long moment sia...and i think from today onwards, he is gonna call me BarkBark xD.
When the girls went out, sulao said he was supposed to leave at 4.30pm, but he wanted to see our dance one time b4 leaving. After that, slack ^o^
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
Its a nice song cos i love the lyrics ^^ YAY today's geog test was awesome! I aim full marks HAHA joking. It was kinda...awkward i guess, but at that time my mind was fully occupied by geog definitions LOL.
Anyway, today's cca was slack and funny .__. Because of the cute comment thread on fangyuan's status, i got pulled on the ear by sulao cos i joked and called him instructor xD. Epic long moment sia...and i think from today onwards, he is gonna call me BarkBark xD.
When the girls went out, sulao said he was supposed to leave at 4.30pm, but he wanted to see our dance one time b4 leaving. After that, slack ^o^
3/4/11 - Fresh Start
LOL today's dance aesthetics pract was awesome and fun XD. We went to wensu's house, which was at Pioneer there. Her house awesome sia...looks like condo!! Me and zhixun and wensu choreographed around 1 minute plus, which is an awesome achievement cos the other grps havent even started HEHE...
We stopped at the pair dance part. Im supposed to carry rachael!! LOL at first everyone thought i couldnt carry her, but i proved them wrong. Apparently im stronger than i expected. The feeling is not bad sia....to get all the WOWs from them ^o^.
Anyway, thx zhixun for the advice. Honestly, it sorta rang a bell in my head and everything became clear. Thx :)
Im thinking of privating my blog suddenly...those who still wan to read, pls msg me thanks. xD
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