Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins
Cause your heart has a lack of color and we should've known
That we'd grow up sooner or later cause we wasted all our free time alone

We all spend our childhood doing homework, revising for tests, and mugging like a no-lifer. Wasted childhood. Sometimes i wish the world isnt as advanced as today. I mean, there are a lot of good points about living in a technological age, but sometimes it's just too much. Life was so much simpler in the olden days, when children play in the water....doing all sorts of stuffs that we kids today wouldnt even think about. At least their childhood was well-spent. "" I don't want to grow old and said I wasted my childhood in school studying. I want to be able to tell the world I spent my childhood in school chasing the girl I loved. ""---from a brother of mine. A very true and meaningful quote.

What has this world become?! One moment, you're friends. The next? Strangers. And vice versa. Seriously? We are just too immature and are not seeing the bigger picture. Ten years down the road, we would be worrying about project deadlines; worrying about whether your boss is gonna give you the sack; worrying about whether you're giving your husband/wife the love he/she needs. THEN, when we look back, we would be thinking how childish we were back then.

I'm sorry, but i'm just that sort of person. The kind of people that thinks things beyond the average. Weird...abnormal...whatever you call me. I prefer to see myself as unique(: And yes, i'm different from average teens. But, i just don't show it. I want to try to blend in with normal teens and lead a normal teenager's life: liking girls, playing with friends, having fun and laughing...No one knows about this other side of me, and i find it hard to explain it here. Understand it or not, its up to you.

Feelings don't die easily because we keep feeding them with memories. That's exactly the reason why it's hard to move on.

 

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note o-oh
Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
So sing along to my stereo

Omg i feel like a complete mugger lols~ studied the whole day today for a test that isnt on monday.__. But i guess thats good :D I shall change and strive for perfection!~ No more slacking. No more excuses. Just pure mugging. Hahahas all for the sake of chasing up to your academic standard. Quite impossible, but i'll do my best(: Jiayous to all those who are also mugging like me~(:

Is your heart taken? Is there somebody else on your mind?
I'm so sorry, I'm so confused
Just tell me, am I out of time?
Is your heart broken? How do you feel about me now?
I can't believe I let you walk away when
When I should have kissed you

I wonder if that was the right decision, pushing you out of my heart. It still hurts and a tinge of regret still lingers~ But i guess i won't turn back, cos if i do, i'll suffer even more.

Helping other people gives you joy in life that is hard to be expressed in words. Helping my juniors in their studies can be so fun at times(: Unexplained happiness.

I wonder how many people out there actually have a heart~

Just tired from all this nonsense

Harsh Reality

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Its just that simple. Don't need to complicate things. Nothing more, nothing less, just that kind of close friendship.

Letting go is difficult. Nobody said it was going to be easy. But it is not impossible. Time to get rid of the evil emotions from my heart. I'd rather feel emotionless than destroy all the good stuff in front of me. Jealousy, hatred, love etc. Throw them away and forget the world. Just concentrate on studies first. Thats my first priority.

Only by falling down, can we truly get up and be stronger than before. This is told to me by my good fren. Scorpio. There are three stages to Scorpio. The scorpion, the eagle and ultimately, the phoenix. The ultimate stage- Phoenix. When a phoenix dies, it is merely reborn from ashes. Thats why our ruling house is the 8th. Birth, Life, Death. Our represented tarot card is Death. The objective is not to avoid hurt. It is to learn from it, and come back stronger.The harder you fall, the stronger you get back up. "What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger".

Run, baby, run, don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run, baby, run, forever will be you and me

YAY im in house coucil~(: Just wanna thank all those ppl who voted for me :D especially my classmates, my dance juniors and frens :DD Love you guys(:



I will never let you fall,
I'll stand by you forever~
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven~